It’s been 4 years that I’ve discovered myself; a part of me which was hidden deep inside my gut and now it’s starting to explode. And it’s also been 4 years since I’ve discovered about who you really are. The vibes which surround me the moment you appear in a blink of an eye are wonderful. But you know what the best part is? I always think I’m over you, in fact, I don’t need you, but then again it’s you and your smile which takes me to the world that everyone wishes for, a place so amazing which bring a spark of hope and light in my world of darkness; and when you leave at the end of the day there is this pain without a wound, like a bang without a sound, like tears without water.
You have actually become that oxygen to my body which couldn’t survive without breathing. Those fights which were never supposed to happen are the only reason that I am alive today, as I keep telling my stupid heart that
we are not meant to be together you are not the perfect one for me. You know what the scares me, is that if you found out how I feel for you, I’m afraid to lose you again.
It is not at all scary in the dark when you are beside me, but it kills me with horror when you are not around me.!!