Every human being wishes to be accepted in the society but they are considered criminals in our Indian society. They are no different from us. They’re neither abnormal nor infected by some disease.
They didn’t choose to get bullied in schools and colleges, They didn’t choose a life where they can’t speak their heart out. Do you really think that they want such a life, when in reality they don’t even know what puberty exactly means.
How do we know that we are attracted to opposite gender, did we even think about that for a moment? We need to understand that it’s not their choice, it’s in their hormones. It’s already so difficult for them, and we make it worse, because there is nobody out there to listen to them. As a result they prefer being behind the closed doors and don’t come out as who they really are, pride is out of the question. Where do you think they must be sharing their secrets, problems and emotions? Scary, isn’t it?
Instead they decide to finish everything in the blink of an eye rather than to live as a burden to every single person around them, you know why? Kyuki “log kya kahenge?” (“What will people say?”)
They came, they saw, they loved But they couldn’t conquer!
Why do we fall in love? Why do we even have to fall for it?
Why can’t we just love somebody unconditionally and rise in love instead of falling!! I know that does not make any sense but….
Falling always hurts, yes it does! There must be something that makes our heart getting attracted to somebody. There has to be a reason because of which we give priority to a particular person out of billions in the whole lot world.
We love, we trust, we expect, we promise, we confess, we do everything to maintain a relationship. Aren’t these the basic requirements for any kind of a relationship we have?
Don’t say or promise things without thinking about it, it might affect people in many ways if you forget those promises. All i have to say is….
Say it only if you mean it,
Not everybody is lucky to have it.
Make those words count!!
Its been 4 years that i’ve discovered myself, a part of me which was hidden deep inside my gut and now its beginning to explode. And its also been 4 years since i’ve discovered for who you really are. The vibes which surround me the moment you appear in a blink of an eye. But you know what the best part is ? I always think i’m over you, i hunged up on you infact i don’t need you, but then its you and your smile which takes me to the world that everyone wishes for, a place so amazing which bring a spark of hope and light in my world of darkness. And When you leave at the end of the day there is this pain without a wound, like a bang without a sound, like tears without water.
You have actually become that oxygen to my body which couldn’t survive without breathing. Those fights which were never supposed to happen are the only reason that i am alive today as i keep telling my stupid heart that
we are not meant to be together you are not the perfect one for me. The scariest part of all this is that if you found out how i feel for you, i’m afraid to loose you again.
It is not at all scary in the dark when you are besides me, but it kills me with horror when you are not around me.!!
Before I start with my blog. Let me ask you something,
does misunderstanding acquire a place in our heart all by itself or we are the one who lets them destroy our lives? Umm…! Leave, I bet nobody would be able to answer it honestly.!
Anyways I know, I am the one who is responsible for that betrayal, I am the person who could not make you happy when you deserve all the happiness in your life, I have agreed to the fact that I don’t deserve something priceless like you! I have my own reasons to believe that. Nobody could change the fact not even my soul who is buried deep inside the grave of my heart which is trying to convince me that nothing wrong has happened yet! Stop right where you are.
But its too late for me to look back but,
My heart believes that you are still here standing by my side.
My heart knows you want to say something but you aren’t. I don’t know why!
Just one thing to say
JUST IMAGINE IF YOU SAID ALL THIS TO HIM/HER RATHER SAYING IT TO YOURSELF. LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN MUCH MORE EASIER, DON’T YOU THINK?
I’m listening to the every beat your heart beats, you just need to say it so, just say it….